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| The Zombie, sitting in his office. Why isn't he out on a bike? Who knows? |
I ended my last blog post with two questions:
- Is this the end of my blogging?
- Is this the end my cycling?
The answer to both of these questions is the same: I hope not, but I worry it might be. I have not ridden 300+ minutes (my goal) during any week since that post, and during those 8 weeks, there have only been 4 where I have reached even the lesser-goal of 150 minutes a week. There was a stretch of 9 days where I did no riding at all, not even a trainer ride. It has been 28 days since I have been outdoors on a bike, any riding I have done has been on my trainer. I am not happy with this state of affairs and am thinking hard about how to get out of this slump. If not the end of my cycling, could this be the end of my blogging?
Do any of you really want to read about me not riding my bike? I don't think so. So, unless I can do something interesting on a bicycle, I don't really have anything to blog about. In 2017 I went from trying to post once a week and failing to trying to post once a month and succeeding. Since then, my posting had been remarkably consistent until two months ago when I missed a monthly post for the first time since moving to California in 2017. Having missed that one post, I may never post again, and if I do, I have no idea when that will be, but the one thing I will promise is that I will not post again until there is something I really am inspired to write about that has something to do with bicycles.
What Happened?
This is Not the First Time
An Aside
What can I Do to Regain my Enthusiasm?
For my first three years in California, I lived in a rented house in a fairly flat part of the Peninsula. Once I got there, I found that when I replaced and adjusted the height of the saddle on my wife's commuter bike, it fit me quite well and was very comfortable even on fairly long rides. The nice thing about that bike is that it was set up to be ridden in normal clothing and shoes. This was especially nice when the weather got cold. There was something very motivating about hopping on that bike with absolutely no preparation and going for a ride.
About five and a half years ago, my landlord dramatically increased my rent and I decided to purchase a house. That seemed like a golden opportunity to try to find something closer to my grandkids, which I managed to do, I am now just four doors down from them. The one thing I worried about, correctly in retrospect, is that this new neighborhood is much hillier than my old, making it harder to manage that same kind of easy, door to door rides I had been doing when I wasn't up for a hillier ride. One consequence of that is that I haven't ridden my wife's old commuter bike since that move. From my current house, I have a choice: I can either take a hilly ride leaving from my driveway or if I want to do an easier ride, I have to put one of my bikes on my car and drive to a flatter area. The only bikes with low enough gears to allow me to ride these hills pretty much demand special cycling clothes and shoes, just enough of a production as to create a bit of friction. Driving to a flatter route, giving me a greater choice of suitable bicycles, creates a different kind of friction. That said, I now have a new rack on the back of my car that would allow me to transport my wife's commuter bike. If I got it back into riding condition (it needs maintenance), might the joy of riding that bike help with my enthusiasm, even given that I would have to drive to ride it? That might be something to try. I could maybe combine that with the exploration of new routes, that bike is especially good for riding on the many stretches of the Bay Trail that are gravel, and there are some interesting parts of that trail that I would love to explore.
Last August, I got my granddaughter a very nice new bicycle for her birthday, allowing her younger brother to claim the very nice bike she had just outgrown. It has been a bit heartbreaking that since getting that bike four months ago, she has only managed to ride it once. There is nothing wrong with the bike and it is not that she doesn't like to cycle, it is just that their family has a very busy schedule. I have been wondering if I can do something about that, maybe getting the two grandkids to join me for a ride on the traffic-free Bay Trail. And of course, there is that birthday ride for my Hetchins. Maybe, given all these wonderful opportunities, the Zombie will ride again.
So is this "goodbye" or is it "see you later"? I wish I knew.







